One leap and it was over, if she jumped she would fall, and she wanted it, because she had control and control had her.
Shego was done with working for Drakken, done with acting like some mad mans lackey, Shego was done with life. It had started a week ago; everything was the way it should be, she was doing her usual daily routine which consisted of fantasizing about her princess and fighting with her princess.
Yes Shego liked Kim in more ways then one; she liked the way Kim’s muscles moved, the way her hair smelled, the way the sweat would emulate her face as it ran down her neck, to her chest and beyond, Shego liked Kim oh yes in more ways then one. But it was purely physical, that is what she told herself; of course her inner self chastised her for being so dense. Still as thick as she was, it was her precious princess that had caused this terrible pain that she felt, and maybe even by a false accusation, Shego was discouraged because she realized something that she had often refused to accept; she was in love with Kim. The fact that she couldn’t have Kim is what had bothered her so; it plagued her mind. Dreams that would remain dreams drove Shego to the point where she couldn’t handle it any more, she wanted out, a release, a way to make things better.
This is the reason that Shego has now left Drakken and her past crimes behind her, yes the life was a good life, but what good is life if the thing you strive to love is the thing you hate most, she loved and hated Kim, for the simple fact that she was Kim Possible teen heroine. It reminded Shego of her past life, the way she used to be, she hated the fact that everything she wanted, back when her life was so much simpler, she couldn’t have because of bad decisions. So now was the end, no more painful nightmares or fantasies, she couldn’t do it anymore, she could leave the world and not be reminded of it all, but she just had to think; did she really want it this way? Could she leave with out doing anything about the thing she cared most about?
The questions haunted her and so hindered her from her thoughts of how to end it. She could go to her and make things better, but to see the face was too much pain even for some one like Shego. Yes it may have been an amazing thing, but Shego had feelings which were put down on paper, the note she wrote now would be the last of her, she would give it to her princess and in doing so hoping to gain some form of redemption. Leaving her spot she ran to the red heads house, climbing up a tree she is at her princess’s window taping the note to the window pane; she takes one last look and disappears. Inside Kim is sitting on her bed; she is not asleep, though Shego doesn’t know this. She can see Shego from her bed; she gets up and reads the note one hand over mouth, to drown out the sobs that come from within her.
I lie awake with a hole in my heart
Living like this kills me
I want you, yet I know I can never have you
So I leave you with this
Memory of me
No will ever know
I only tell you
So that I may pass
To end my suffering
Love is a funny thing
It make’s people do crazy things
Like what I’m about to do
Kim throws the note down, she’s gonna after her even if it means following her to her end.
One leap and it was over, if she jumped she would fall, and she wanted it, because she had control and control had her.
Ok so what do ya think was it good, bad? Leave review should this stay a one shot or does it have potential for chapters?