Shego left hours ago, and i am here, laying on my bed half naked, staring at the window where she went out. I trailed my finger on my breasts, then stopping at my areola, i smiled as i could still feel Shego's mouth enclosing my nipple and suckling milk off me. It was an exhilirating experience, something i never thought would happen to me and yet it does. The memory of Shego leaned over my breast, gently sucking lingers, i could see the image fresh until now. It is already 3 am and i can't stop thinking, imagining about it, and my body seemed to respond with the image, i could feel my body burn…burn in anticipation. I close my eyes again, there is the image again, but this time, i am going with the flow, later i fell asleep.
I am on force vacation, Drakken is re-establishing his milk device for Hench, and he doesn't need me to steal anything for him. Jack is supplying him of all the things he need to complete the device. Without anything to do for Drakken means no meeting and fighting with Kim.
After contemplating of my feelings with Kim as soon as i return home, it dawns on me that the true reason why i keep on fighting Kim, why i keep my position as Drakken's side kick is because i will never want to face any other hero except Kim, because i actually love Pumpkin. Yes, the great and Mighty Shego is in love and it took 1 breastfeeding session for me to realize it. Stupid? Yeah, but the great Julius Ceasar died because he fell in love with Cleopatra, he's great but stupid too. So okay i'm trying to make an analogy here. Kim is my Cleopatra period.
As my thoughts deepens, i heard my phone rang, this number is unlisted and there are only two person who knew it. My mother and Kim. I crossed my finger hoping it was the later.
“Yo.” my hearts beats faster when i heard the voice from the other line.
-She-go?- the timid voice of Kim possible is on the other line. A smile crept on my face.
“Hello Princess.” alright, so what else am i to say?
-I, i like to say thank you for last night, i was not able to thank you properly-
“It's alright princess, i was in a hurry to return the machine anyway.” my smile widens, “Have you figure out how to use the machine?” there was no answer, “Princess?”
She is actually asking me if i figure out how to use the machine, does it mean she did not like breast feeding on me? Is the milk revolting to drink? “No, i didn't but i could-”
She cut my sentence, - i'll be on your room later, around 9 pm then?-
“You don't find the milk revolting then?” I ask timidly, okay i am so embarrassed.
-no pumpkin, it taste good as a matter of fact-
i smiled knowing Shego liked it, “Actually i call to ask if you are free around 6?”
no answer.
“well, I have a Jackie Chan movie that i have rented and i wonder if you would like to see it with me?” alright, so after what happened last night, i wanted to be close with Shego as much as possible, maybe because in a way, the feeding made us bonded, somehow.
-aren't your parents going to get angry with you associating with me? and in your house?- Shego ask me, i could imagine her smirking.
“I do not mean we watch in our house.”
-so where?- sometimes i am not sure if Shego is really intelligent or stupid.
“I know you have your own place here in middleton, a house outside of Drakken's lair.”
-i see, how did you-
“Wade.”
-your genius friend- I nodded as if she could see me, -so i'll expect you here at 6, i'm sure you know how to get here if you knew i have one.-
My smile widens when i heard that, “Yes, i know how to get there, i'll bring Pizza and sodas so we can eat together too.” I also like to ask if i could just sleep over there, for the breastfeeding as well, but i think it's too embarrassing already.
- you could stay overnight so i won't have to go to your room to drain you-
Can she read mind or she just knows me that much? “That's great.”
-okay, is that all?-
“Yes. Thank you again Shego. Bye.”
-bye, see you-
and a click, then a dialtone.
I am lounging on my large, black, leather couch, waiting for the arrival of the great Kim Possible. My pumpkin. So she did say she'll bring Pizza, but i am a girl scout, always ready, so i did a little fancy side dishes and dessert. I keep looking at my wall clock, and it only reads 5:05. Okay, so waiting really is longer than i imagine, or maybe because i am anticipating too much. This is the only second time that Princess and me will be in one room not as enemy, we won't be fighting…and sure i'll love each passing second that we stay close together.
After about what i felt as eternity, there was a knock on my door (actually it's a doorbell that sounds as a door knocking). I get up, knowing it must be Pumpkin, i look at myself in a mirror first before i came to the door and answer it.
“Hello Shego.” Kim is there, all smile, a plastic bag full of sodas is on the floor, and her right hand is carrying a carton of pizza.
“wow.”
“Veggie Pizza, with extra cheese, and also extra large size.” I smiled at Kim and move aside to let her in, She stop as soon as she have seen the inside of my house, “Wow, i never imagine you to have such a nice house.”
“Yeah-yeah.” I rolled my eyes, then taking the plastic bag of sodas on the floor, i close the door, “You know pumpkin, this is too much, i don't think we can finish all this up.”
Kim look at me, “ I know, it's a reserve.” She winks at me then walk inside, “Can i lounge on your couch?” I nodded, she went to the couch and sit, “This is a cool place.” then she look at my entertainment closet, “And wow, that is the coolest entertainment set i have seen.”
“I have Money Possible, so i used it.” I smiled at her then turn around towards the kitchen, “I'll put the sodas on the fridge.”
“Yeah, go ahead!” Kim shouted. After about 5 minutes i join her in the living room.
“I made some desserts and side dishes, i thought the pizza will not be enough.”
“Oh.” She just nodded her head as she rest her back on my couch.
“By the way, why do you say you have it as a reserve?” I ask wondering what she is talking about.
“Oh that,” Kim straightened her body, look at me and smile, “I get very hungry after you feed on me.”
I - feed - on - her, okay, i felt the heat went up my face, i tried to act cool but i guess Pumpkin have noticed it as well.
“Oh, Shego, you look cute when you blush!” She giggles, “But hey, don't be embarrassed, its just the two of us anyway, i have been embarrassed more than you can ever think of.” I nodded at her. Then she took a dvd at her side pocket, “Here, The title is Gorgeous.”
I look at her, brows raised, “Not action?”
“I have no idea, i just thought it's good because it's jackie Chan.”
I look at the cover, “The girl is Hot.”, I felt Kim crawl near me, putting her head on my shoulder so she too can look.
“Oh, Hongkong Actress, Shu Qui. I've watch other movie of her, Transporter and So Close?”
“Oh, I've seen So Close.” I really did see that movie though i was not paying attention to the actresses.
“That's her.” Kim look at me, “The elder sister?”
“Oh, Too bad she died.” I look at Kim nod. “So pumpkin, shall we eat first then watch, watch then eat or watch and eat?”
Kim look at me with a wide smile, “I say we watch and eat?”
I smiled at her, “That's the answer. Your learning Pumpkin.”
“Thank you.” I could feel her gaze follow me into the kitchen.
Okay, so the movie is not action, like Jackie Chan action, it's more of a love story. I chose to sit on the floor so i can be nearer from the pizza and the side Dish Shego prepared. Shego is at the couch lying, watching, i stared at her face may times and i could see she is into the movie more than i am for she did not notice me looking at her.
One more thing that made me fidgety is that, my breast is making me uncomfortable. It is full again, though not as full as last night, but still uncomfortable. I look at the wall clock and it read 9:30. It's still early but i feel sleepy, i yawned.
“You want to lounge here?” Shego ask patting the side of the couch next to her. I nod and crawled slowly to the couch, and then join her. I saw her looking at me with a smile, “Your not enjoying the movie?”
I am, actually i like the story and how it was done, its just that its hard to concentrate when your breast is makig you uncomfortable, “I like it its just-”
Shego smiled at me, her head now propped in her right hand making her face hover over mine, she slid her left arm around my waist, “Feeling full and uncomfortable?” I blush but nod.
I felt Shego took something from where i am lying down, it was the remote, and she turned off the dvd and television, “You want to do it here or my room?”
“Is here safe from peeping toms?”
She smirk, “Yeah, but my room is safer.”
“Room then?”
Shego smiled and pulled herself up to stand. Helping me to stand, we walk towards her room.
It's a different feeling when someone you longed to see and touch is actually here inside your own bedroom. JUst waiting for the right time, i sighed deeply as i lead her inside.
“do you want to borrow a pair of pajama from me or you have reserve?” SMiling at the word reserve.
“I forgot to bring one.” She admitted then i turn my back on her facing my closet to pull out some clean pajama for Pumpkin, i pulled out a green pair. I return my look at her and gave it to her, “I'll just change.” i told her and walk to my walk-in cabinet to my bathroom.
After about 15 minutes, i get out and saw Kim now wearing my pajama pair and sitting at my bed. I look at her as i feel that she is just so right in that place, i can't help but smile, “You going in?” She look at me and nodded.
I've waited for her to finish while lying on the bed, i look like a ‘husband’ waiting for his wife to get out. My head snaps on the direction of my cabinet when the door opened, revealing Kimmie on my Pajama, “Ready?” I ask her, she sighed deeply and slowly walk towards the bed. Slowly she unbutton her pajama top as she came nearer on the bed, i could see her blushing still, So who will not? If it happens to me? I'll be sporting the same color ( okay so mine will be a bit greenish but a blush still!)
The moment she step on my bed, Pumpkin is just on her black bra, the pajama top already on my floor, “Would you want me to lie down or sit?” She ask me.
“Anyway, as long as you feel comfortable.” I smiled at her. She sitted herself and rested her back on my bedrest, supported by 2 pillows. I rolled over so i am laying on my stomach, and my face directly at her breast. Kim lifted her arm and slowly pull down her bra's strap, then she arch her back to remove the clasp of her bra, as soon as she's done, she pulled it out revealing her once again engorged but beautiful breast.
So i can't help but be enchanted. I never thought, not even in my wildest dream to touch Kim possible this way. BUt now, i am, i really am. I raised my right hand leaving my left arm to support my leaning body on the bed and traced Kim's breast, my well filed nail making light marks on where it passes. I look at kim who closed her eyes, biting her lower lip. I pulled myself higher so that my head is at the level of her collar bone, and my body could support a semi upright position. My left arm snaked around Kim's waist for support. I did not stop from tracing Kim's left breast with my right hand, i wanted to feel Kim's skin,then slowly i put my hand flat on her left mound, and feel her skin, touch Kimmie where only she can touch. I then look at Kim opened her eyes, i look at her nod. Then i leaned over as my hand gently squeezed on her left nipple and put it in my mouth. Like last night, i sucked a bit harder to pump the milk out, but this time, the ritual is much slower, i want to take time having Kim in my.
“That - was - great - “ She said, then her right hand move to my face and caressed my cheek. I moved again so that i'll be able to do her right breast, this time changing position.
I did the same thing to her right breast, and Kimmie have reacted the same but with greater intensity. The moment i drained her right breast, i linger on that breast a bit longer, not wanting to end the night with Kimmie. I know it will not last foever, it will not even last for a month, but if time would be rewinded and the same will happen? I will not think twice to do this again.
I removed my mouth from Kim's breast, then i look at her again. SHe is looking at me. We were just looking at each other, no words were spoken between us. PErhaps the silence of the night is all we need to know that we are not enemies anymore…
I did not let go of Kim as i decided to rest my head on the crook of her neck. Kim did not argue, she just let me, not removing her embrace, we fell asleep.
Me and Shego have been secretly seeing each other for 5 nights now. SHe helping me drain the milk in my breast. I know Shego likes the idea for she lingers on my breast longer and longer as nights move on, and i know i like it too becuase i really wished every night with her will never end. It was only 5 days, and yet i felt i have bonded with her more. Bonded? I would like to say it that way, but i knew myself, i have bonded with many people, i have bonded with Ron but not bonded like this. Perhaps the respect i have for her in battle is not just respect, or just an infatuation. Shego have been a big part of my life. I am me, Kim Possible because of her, because i can fight along side her. I am her equal, and i know she respects me as her equal too.
Every night when i close my eyes without Shego there? All i can see is her image, she leaned over me suckling, i could feel my body heat up a hundred times thinking about it, okay so i'm over reacting. My body longed to be touch by her, everytime she sucks on me, my body wanted her to touch me in all places, my body wants her to touch me to that place where no one have ever touch me before… I need Shego. Yes, I know where Shego is in my life. I need her.
Thinking that this might be the last night we'll be seeing each other as not enemy anymore hurts deep inside. I wanted her to quit drakken but that is as if she is asking me to quit being a hero. Isn't life unfair?
“Kimmie Cub!” My father shouted and broke my reverie, i stood up from my bed and went down.
“Dad?” I saw my dad on the door, my mother at her back. My mom look at me with a questionning look, i did not know what they mean with those look but i am a curious woman, so i decided to go to the door and see.
Okay, so i myself was surprised. There in our front door is Shego. Wearing a black tight, very tight pants,a knee high leather boots, a light brown spaghetti strap blouse, plain, wearing a black leather gloves, her hair is done in a pony tail. Shego is gorgeous.
“Wha-” is all i could say.
“I would like to ask if i could take Kimmie out?” Shego ask not me, not my mom, but my dad.
My dad oblivious to who he is talking too scrunch his head but said, “As long as your not a boy pretending to be a girl, it's all right.”
Shego grinned as my Dad lets her in. My mom look at me who while i am still a little stun about what is happening. I shrug my shoulder. Shego look at Anne, “I'll make sure to return her home alive?” She smiled, i smiled on her pun.
“She have class tomorrow.” My mom told Shego icily, I look at my mom.
“Tomorrow's school fair, i may not come.” I corrected my mom, she look at me and i smiled at her, “Just wait Shego, i'll just get dress.” then i run towards my room to change.
I know it's a bad idea to actually ask Kim's parent's permission to take her out, good thing her dad isn't that strict as long as i am not a boy. But her mom is really scaring me out. I have never been scared with anyone in my life, not even with my mom. But Mrs. Possible do scare the hell out me.
“I didn't know your friend with Kim.” Mrs. Possible ask, “No taking over the world scheme?”
I swallow the pooled mucus in my throat, “We've been trying to be friends, for just a week now.” I answered honestly. OKay so not honest, i don't want her as friend and that is the reason i am here being grinded by her mom.
“Honey, i think you could take care of Shego here, Women's talk is not my style.”
“Okay honey.” Mr. POssible kissed Mrs. Possible on her lips and went upstair, then She returned her killer gaze at me, “What is your real intention? Is this some kind of a trap for Kim?” SHe ask again, her voice have the sound of BEtty Director, if you ask me.
“No, there is no trap…i-i.” I what? I just want to bring her in a special place to breastfeed on her after a good and romantic dinner? “I-”
“I'm ready!!!” Kimmie Shouted, I could Kiss Kim there and then for saving me, God, i really don't know what to answer her mother. I can't seem to tell a lie to her.
My eye was blessed with an image of Kimmie. Wearing a black sleeveless blouse,a balloon white skirt that goes upto her knee, a matching sandal. It was simple but Kimmie wearing it is something.
Kimmie was running towards us, she grab my hand and yank me off the couch, kiss her mother and we both went out.
My mom's gaze gives a shiver on my back. I know she is wondering why a person who have tried to kill me many times is at our house asking me out on a- a-okay, on a date. This is a date! I just look at mom with a promise that i'll explain everything when i get back.
“Why are you doing this?” I ask as i was led by SHego to a fancy restaurant.
“Do what?” She ask as she looks at me, the menu on her hand reading.
“This.” i raised my hand on the air trying to make her see the restaurant, “And the ‘going to our house to ask permission’ thing, it's so not like you.” I waited for her to put down the menu and answer, but it seems she's not going to, so i stretch my hand to pull the menu away from here, “Shego?”
I saw her sigh deeply, “I just want this night to be special, something i can remember for the whole life of me.” She said smiling.
Something she can remember?
“Wha-”
“You know princess, i think we should order already. We can talk later.” I nod, she resume looking at the menu and i did the same as well, but in the recess of my brain, i keep on asking what shego means she can remember.
After a very fine meal, Shego led me to one of Drakken's lair, we went to the hangar and she showed me her priced Hover craft with cloaking device. She invited me in, and then i felt the craft move.
“Where are we going?”
“Paris. I have a small place there, and the view is nice. I like you to see it.” I smiled at Shego, she have been taking me to places only she knew, places she or her friend or family owns. I feel special because Shego is actually sharing this things to me. I nod at her.
It wasn't long when i felt the hover craft stop. When the craft's door hissed open, i saw where we land, it's a helipad, i step down from the craft and look at the scenery before me, i am looking at paris. And i can see the eifel tower from where we stand, I look at SHego smiling, “This isn't a room SHego.” I teased her as she walks towards me.
“Ofcourse, the room is below this.” She chuckles, then she held my left arm with her right and we walk hand in hand to the exit of the helipad to a stair going down.
After 2 floors, we entered a room. It is not so big like a hotel suite room, but it is nice, and cozy. And unlike SHego's usual black and green color that i've seen in her house in middleton, this one is lively. The color is something i don't ever think Shego will wear.
“You know beige isn't your color.” I told her as i sit on her fluffy bed.
“I know. This was my mother's.”
“Was?”
“Yes. She gave this place to me, so mine now.” She smiled at me, “Are you full right now?” SHe ask me, i shook my head.
After draining me last night, i felt the milk production have decreased. I know that after the last milk in my breast is drained for tonight, there will be no milk production anymore. I'll be normal again.
“Perhaps that is because the effect is already 1 week. HE said the effect will last until just 1 week right?” She ask me, i nod. Shego turned her back at me and pulled the curtain that is covering her window, revealing the gorgeous city. I stand up and walk towards where she stands.
“Its beautiful.” is all i can say.
“I usually come here after you beat the hell out me.” She said smirking, i look at her, then a thought come across my mind.
“Shego?”
“hm?” she answered without looking at me.
“Tell me, can i really beat you? Or you just let me beat you?” i look at her after asking.
“I hate losing, so you beat me.”
“I saw you fight with Hego, and i have no chance winning Hego but you beat him.” there was no answer from her, “Shego, please?”
She turned towards me and smile, “You beat me fair and square pumpkin.” then she leaned over and unexpectedly carried me bridal style, “Shall we begin the last breastfeeding session?” She smiled at me and i nod. I am anticipating it anyway.
I look at my pumpkin pull off her sleeveless blouse as she is sitting on my bed, then removing her bra. I look at her half naked body, her breast not too engorge, i thought there is just but small amount of milk now, and tomorrow? i shook my head as the thought of not seeing Princess like this anymore crossed my mind. Perhaps Kimmie saw me because she held my face in her hands. Her palms carressing my cheeks. Damn, i love you Pumpkin, but too sad we can't be together. I am a wanted criminal and your a hero, doesn't fit together. I want to make this memory last me for a lifetime Princess.
I am looking at SHego right now, and i just can see those sad, lonely green eyes of her. What is she thinking? Will this be it? Will we be returning as enemies after today? I really would not like to think about it, i don't know if i could face Shego and fight her like before after everything that have happened to us. I continue on caressing her face, then she leaned forward and rested her face on my chest. I put my arms around her.
“Shego?” there was no response.
then she pulled away, she raised her left hand carressed my right breast, at that moment i could feel shivers run down my spine, i could feel my chest muscles tighten, and my nipple to erect. My body is longing for that touch. I look at her as she continue on carressing and massaging my breast, i have to bite my lower lip to not make any sound, then she leaned forward and took my right nipple into her mouth, i closed my eyes.
I sucked gently and slowly, savoring each moment i am actually tasting my Pumpkin, for i know this will be the last time. And after this night i plan to never see her again. I cannot be her enemy anymore and i cannot be her lover, its better not to see her, i thought.
It was faster to drain her because of the small amount of milk left in her breast, but my lips linger on her right breast, i did not look at Kim instead i continued on suckling, releasing it then leak her nipple and putting it in my mouth again. I felt her arch towards me, her hand that held me in my head stiffened, her body trembling, then a low moan was heard from her. I slowly released her and look at her, Kim's eyes were closed, biting her lower lips. Then slowly her eyes opened and look at me.
“Shego.” then i felt her pull me up, and her lips met mine.
I closed my eyes as my princess kissed me, our kiss became deeper, then i felt her lips open as if inviting for me to come, and i did, i slid my tongue inside her mouth, her tongue meeting mine. No thoughts crossed my mind, all i know is that I am kissing my Kimmie, i can feel her soft lips pressed to mine, how i wish this night will never end.
After sometime of kissing we separated, i trailed kisses on her face though, then kisses her down, on her neck, then on her collar bone, her chest until i finally arrived at her erect left nipple. I kissed the mound around that swollen nipple and the areala around it as well leaving the main target. I could feel my princess arch more towards me, her breath becoming faster, her hold on me becomes tighter as she anticipates my mouth on her. To releived my pumpkin of the trauma of waiting, i put her left nipple in my mouth and started sucking, drawing milk off her breast. Kim's hand started to massage my back up and down as i drain her left breast.
I was halfway to draining her when i felt Kim tug on my blouse, pulling it up. I pulled away from her to let her remove my blouse revealing my black strapless bra, i leaned again to continue on sucking, draining her, then felt her remove the clasp and pulled it away from my body. I could feel my Princess’ need, i sucked fervently now, finally draining every liquid in her breast, but continued, sucking then leaking.
“Shego.”
I heard her call my name, her voice making me shiver making me want her more. As my left arm is around her waist for support, my now free right hand started to work on her lower limbs. Touching her legs, her soft leg and making its way up to her thigh. Good thing my Kimmie wore a skirt. My hand carressed her thigh memorizing the feeling of her skin on my palm. Then my hand went more medial, as it now carresses the middle of Kim's thigh just below her covered sex. I could feel the heat there, My Kimmie wants me, i know.
Then i ceased my sucking as i look at her, her eyes close once again, i move my head to where our eyes is at a level, then i lowered my head and kissed her lips. She kissed me back without opening her eyes, after the kiss i kissed her ears.
“I need you Shego.”
She said in a whisper, i look at her and saw her looking at me, her eyes full of need. Feeling my heart beats faster and faster. My left hand then reach further up stroking Kimmie's covered sex, i could feel her wetness, then i saw her close her eyes again as i started trailing her sex from outside her underwear. I could feel her body tremble, her legs closing in on my hand.
“Take me.”
She whispered to me, and i comply. I move my hand up, snaking it inside her underwear so i can finally touch her there where no one have ever touched her. I slowly slid a finger inside, but just not deep as a penetration and stroke her inner sex, i felt her thigh pressed more on my hand, so i continued, i could hear a slight moan coming from my Princess, and again she called my name.
Then i felt her hand released me, her hand that used to embrace me is now carressing my body, trailing her hand on my naked half, massaging my breast, and i loved the feeling. I did not stop though, i wanted her to work her way too, i strugled to focus on what i am doing, then finding a hard knob, i poked it causing my Kimmie's body to tremble harder, and my name to be said again quite louder than usual. I massage that knob fervently, causing my red head to whimper, her legs spreading apart slightly giving room to my hand. Without stopping my ministration, i pulled her underwear down using my right hand that used to support me, when i'm done, i returned the right hand as support, as i felt my Kimmie is ready, i stop teasing her clit and inserted a single finger inside, slowly…
“Sheeegoo.”
I feel Kimmie jerk when i did that, so i slowly pull my finger out and slowly inserted it again, doing it repeatedly, Kimmie started bucking her hips slowly towards my finger, trying to match the rhythm, as heat builds up in her and my body, my rhythm becomes faster,
“shhheeeeegooooo.”
I could feel my self becoming wet as well, but tonight is about my pumpkin. I added another finger inside her tight sex, causing Kimmie to gasp, as her virgin sex is penetrated, i felt her thight pressed on my hand again, and she said my name much louder, i look at her, tears in her eyes but smiling. I can't stop now. I know it would hurt for her first time but it won't be any moment now. I continued entering her in a faster rhythm, then my thumb find that little knob again and massage it. Kimmie's now trashing, bucking her hips faster towards my penetrating finger, her right hand holding on to my left for support as she bucks wildly. I know my Pumpkin is going to the edge now.
“Sheeeeeegggoooooo.”
One final scream, my Kimmie stiffened as she reach her first orgasm then she went limp. I removed my finger inside her, put it in my mouth and leak it, then look at Kim, who is panting, her eyes close, a smile on her face. I crawled towards her and embraced her. She put her arms around me as i lay my head on her chest “I love you Kim POssible.” I whispered before i close my eyes and fell asleep.
I felt the sun's rays kissed my cheeks. Remembering last night? It was the most exhilarating experience in my entire life. Yes, i know now. I love Shego. I gave her myself last night because i love her. IT's not just lust, or just the effect of breastfeeding. I love Shego. How many times have i screamed her name? I don't know, all i know is that my body and my mind wanted her, screamed for her. I'm never gonna want anyone except Shego. We have made love 3 times, my first orgasm is with her, Shego, no MY Shego.
I opened my eyes, and found no one by my side. Where is my Shego? I pulled the blanket around me as i walk around the room. I look into the bath she isn't there, she is not in the room. In the table is a covered food. Perhaps My Shego is out to buy something. I went there and opened it, and to my surprise, its just a plate, just one plate for me and a letter. I opened it…
-Kimmie Princess,
The moment you read this letter, i am already far away. I am sorry i couldn't even say good bye to you personally. Drakken have quit on taking over the world and decided to work for Hench, you know, his milk device.I can't believe i was ditched by my employer. BUt that is life, i have to move on. I know what you are thinking, that what happened between us is nothing to me, no Princess, what happened to us is something i'll treasure for the rest of my life. I can never be with anyone but you, that I know, but our situation cannot make it as a possibility. I am a wanted villain and your a great hero. We are like oil and water. we can never be mixed. PLease be careful pumpkin, I'll never be there to see you become stronger. Perhaps in another time, in another place we will meet again but not as enemy but as lover.
-Shego-
I held Shego's letter in my chest as i slide on the floor and cried.
A/N : OKay. I should have left this story at this (because this is how i really wanted it to end, but i know i'll be getting flames for this so i'll be writing a short epilogue…here it is.
It's been two months. The moment i returned home in the afternoon, my mother talked to me. I did tell her everything, all the things that have transpired between me in Shego in the 1 week that we have been bonded. I told my mom i lost my virginity to Shego, i thought she will get angry but once i show her Shego's letter, she hugged me and kissed me. I admitted to my Mom that i love Shego and i intend to find her.
And in this two months i've been in a bout of depression. I need SHego like i need water to live. Even Ron saw the changes in me. I ask wade to locate SHego and he's having a hard time locating her. Doesn't she want to be found? Does she love me? PErhaps she just wrote that letter to make her disappearance easy. Perhaps she really doesn't feel love for me. I closed my eyes trying to remember the last night we were together.
“I love you Kim POssible.”
My eye snap open. How come i have not remember her saying she loves me? Why only now? I took my kimmunicator and called wade.
“Kim.”
“Where is Dr. Drakken right now?”
“Jack Hench Ranch at Texas.”
“I need a ride to Texas please and thank you.”
“I'm on it.”
I sighed heavily after unpacking all the groceries i have bought. I decided to live a life away from all those i know, and away from my old me. I want a new life. I would have want it with my Princess but i will not ruin her life like that. I maybe alone, but her memory is with me and that is enough.
“Magandang umaga.” a delivery boy greeted me. I don't understand the natives, all i know is that magandang umaga is good morning. Its good that they understand me and can speak a little english. I am in a mountainous place living in a small house. Outside my humble house you can see the 8th wonder of the world, the people planting, their cheery smile. They don't know me here so i have no problem hiding my identity. I tried to speak their language, and laugh when they start laughing at me. Its always cold in this place, though it never snowed here, perhaps because i am living on the top of a mountain. In the morning i will go with the other woman here to plough the field, or help them reap the wheat. Work is keeping my mind off Kim and to the possibility of going insane. Everyone here have Raven hair, so hiding is not hard. They still call me Shego. That's what i like them to call me.
“Eh, Carlos?” the boy nod, “Is there something you like to ask?” i said slowly because the boy isn't going away even after he delivered the Pandesal i ordered him.
“Yes.” he answered, then pointed outside, “Manggo tree? there is problem.” he said in a broken english they fondly called ‘carabao english’
I understand that the people here at Sagada have already learned about my special ability, and it was funny that instead of shying away from me or fearing me, the people here ask for my help in things they thought is dangerous, like i am their savior. I was a hero, but i was never treated like the hero i wanted to be. To this people, no matter how i do my job as long as i save them is enough. I am a hero and yet i still could be me. I smiled at Carlos and walk towards him.
“Mang Simo is outside, his carabao takes you to manggo tree.”
I nod, there is just one big famous manggo tree in this place, and that is where they are taking me. I hop on a bamboo carriage pulled by a carabao, Mang Simo on top of the carabao directing it. I closed my eyes as i let the unpolluted air hit my face.
“Huh!” Mang Simo commanded his carabao, i leap out and waved to Mang Simo.
I look around the vicinity and found nothing suspicious, until i felt something familiar, then a single shot of i cannot remember hit me and made lose coscioussness.
She is waking up. I hardly understand the people here, but after finally making a deal not to hurt Shego, the Boy agreed to take Shego here. He did not even accepted the money i offerred.
“Shego?” I look at her smiling.
“Kimmie?” i saw her blink, “Am i dreaming?” she ask me. I shook my head and held my hand to her. She grab it, and her eyes widens, “How did you-”
“I will go places in the world to look for you Shego.” I saw her slump her shoulder.
“I didn't think you will look for me in a backwater country like Philippines.”
“I didn't, i have helped.” I smiled at her. She look at me not smiling.
“You can't be here Kim. You have your life-”
“I want you in my life SHego.”
“I can't, Can't you see? I am a criminal, and the only way for me to live a normal life is hiding, like this! Like now, in a place where no one knew me, a place where i have no arrest warrant, in a place i could feel a hero and yet-free.”
“I can be with you-”
“You can't, i will never forgive myself if i ruin your perfect life.”
“It's not perfect anymore without you in it.” She look at me, her feautre soft,the she bowed down, “After this, you can't make me go away Shego. You will need me.”
She lok at me, and i held a small laser gun in my hand, “I threatened Drakken to make me a small milk device. HE is also the one who gave me the idea to search on countries like this.”
“You didn't-”
“Yes i did Shego. I love you and i know we can work things out between us. What to do with your status and mine. I am willing to help, and willing to be here while we arrange everything.”
“I am not worth it.”
“You are.” I move closer to her, “you are worth evrything Shego. You'll need me.” i smiled, she look at me and smiled.
“Your really a possible.”
“that i am.” Shego smiled at me and pulled me in embrace.
-end-