I’ve been incarcerated for two years. And it’s all Kim Possible’s fault. She almost killed me and yet she didn’t have the decency to look me in the eye as they took me away. Away to this hell that her father created. A prison to hold a superhero turned villain.
The first few months I spent trying to blast, trick and bribe my way out of this cage. After a year or so I just gave up; gave up on everything. Well everything except her.
Even through all of the pain and the anger I still want her. Need her. She turned her back on me and left me here to rot; but I never gave up on her. They let me write to her yesterday. I’m on my knees begging for her to respond. She’s my last hope. I don’t know what I’ll do if she’s really given up on me.
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
Ok, so maybe this is corny and clichéd, but I know I can be good again. I was once, so I can go back, right? Take back everything that’s happened? Right?
I just need a chance. One more, that’s all. Is that too much to ask from the girl who can do anything? I can show her how good I can be, if she’d just let me.
I just need her to forgive me. Not for the robberies and the evil schemes. For hurting her, because it was the only way I knew I could get her attention. I’m losing it in here and it’s all her fault. I just want to forgiven, is that really too much?
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
I’m not pretending to be an angel or some pure goody-two-shoes like she acts. I’ve done bad things, but I’ve done good things too…and I can do more. If they just let me out. Give me a chance at redemption. Give me a chance to redeem myself, in her eyes at least.
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
They let me out. I guess when they looked in to my eyes after they told me about it they realised I was over. I stopped eating, stopped sleeping. In the end just stopped all together. They released me to a world that I have no ties to. I don’t know why Kim did it. For him of all people.
She wasted her life for a man who could care less. A man who really wanted her dead. I guess that just goes to show how caring she was. She died saving Drakken. I’ll never forgive him for that. The old me, the one who had never been kept in a cage like an animal, would have sought him out and killed him, but I’m not here anymore. In a way I died before Kim did. I was just too stubborn to let go. I’m ready now.
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'
Don’t get me wrong, suicide isn’t my thing. I’m not about to leap of the building Kim fell from pulling Drakken up. I’m gonna die the way I lived. A way she would be proud of me for. I’ll die saving the world. Maybe not today, but someday, when I’m ready for her to forgive me.
End.